38 is going to be great....it is going to be great.. For the past few weeks this has been the mantra I have been chanting in my head. My birthday is right around the corner and I am going to turn 38.....

I do not feel 38.. or 37... I am not sure how old I feel. 25 some days...32 others..most often about 98 as I lay in comfy clothes too exhausted to move from the couch.

I flip through pictures from the past 20 so years. The major difference is my head seems to have quadrupled in size..it used to be so tight, cheek bones and nice structure..Lately it looks like a watermelon. ( I am sure it has nothing to do with the cake I consume often).

Back to the upcoming year of 38..

I have some big dreams brewing.. and some little ones..

Apply for a Ph.D program...run...save money...shrink my head...seek honest and vulnerable conversations (and actually have them!!), be a way better mom, eat less sugar (HAHA!), listen more, have patience....

The list could go on forever.

Overall though, to be great at 38 I really just need to BE ....be reflective, be patient, be healthy, be frugal, be present...

Cheekbones

BE ME....

Be me with a smaller head face :)

Chunky monkey cheeks!

Facial structure

By the time I am 40!